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Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 13:53:49 GMT

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 14:15:13 GMT

Gonna Make You Mine

Since the time we met never shall forget
The magic feeling when I look in your eyes
Every now and then I see you again
But the words never come out right
I've always been painfully shy
I hide what I feel inside
Tonight I (never let you get away)
Open my heart (Invite you in to stay)
I need you (more than words can say)
And I hope you feel the same
(Gonna make you mine, I'll make you mine)
You've captured my heart
And I won't take no for an answer
(Gonna make you mine, I'll make you mine)
Hope that there's a chance, Baby
That we can get together
Cause I (Gonna make you mine) gonna make you see
(Gonna make you mine) you were meant for me
(Gonna make you mine)
I wanna love you endlessly
Many times before I would just ignore
Love when it came around and knocked on my door
Keeping to myself, trusting no one else
I've put my heart out of reach on a shelf
With you I can't pass up this chance
For a once in a lifetime romance
Cause after all (someone said it very plain)
When it comes to love (no pain no gain)
I think I'll (take a chance on you)
And you know I play to win I'm
(Gonna make you mine, I'll make you mine)
You've captured my heart
And I won't take no for an answer
(Gonna make you mine, I'll make you mine)
Hope that there's a chance, Honey
That we can get together
Cause I (gonna make you mine)
Gonna make you see (Gonna make you mine)
You were meant for me (Gonna make you mine)
I wanna love you endlessly, yeah
Oh, I'm looking for one lifetime romance
(Someone said it very plain) I'll think I'll
(No pain no gain) Take a chance on you
(Take a chance on you)
Ooh, cause you know I play to win, Baby
(Gonna make you mine) I'll make you mine
(I'll make you mine)
You've captured my heart
And I won't take no for an answer
(Gonnna make you mine) I'm gonna make you mine)
( I'm gonna make you mine)
I believe there's a chance that we can get together
Cause I (Gonna make you mine)
Gonna make you see (Gonna make you mine)
You were meant for me (Gonna make you mine)
I wanna love you endlessly (Gonna make you mine)
(I'll make you mine) I'm gonna make you mine
And I won't take no for answer
(Gonna make you mine, I'll make you mine)
Oh, you've captured my heart
I know that we can get together, together, together
I'm gonna make you, and I'm gonna love you...

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 10:11:01 GMT

Love this pic... hehehe! So cool!

Sorry guys for not posting ah, i was really busy kasi the past few days. But then, i'll try to make it up to guys. Oh anyway, what's new ba? Uhm... Our UAAP just got finished, whew! Good thing! We're off in trainings now, rest naman daw. Great! hehe! But we still have to undergo some psychological test... Oh well! As far as i know, everything's fine... Though i have no date this coming february 14! Valentine's day again and again... But it doesn't matter... I'll be celebrating it with my girl friends... singles night out! hehehe! Why not? Bonding na naman 'to, not bad!

UP Fair 2004! From feb 9-14 po... I will be there tomorrow night with my teammates, oh god! For sure ang haba na naman ng pila dun... tsk tsk tsk. Hopefully ok yung mga bands... sana walang riot and stuff diba?! Scary talaga... On the 13th, i will also be there with my gofish family naman... It will be fun! Can't wait for that day... hehehe! Sa 14 naman, what ba? san ba kami magcecelebrate? uhm... baka naman kasi traffic, you know. So probably, fair ulit kami! haha! 3 days straight yun ah? hahaha! Cool! Let's just see nalang.

Anyway, yesterday we were at Kk's house, dinner and sing along! haha! Fun talaga yun! I love singing you know... hehe! Hindi ko na nga binibitawan yun mic eh.. lol! Why not? hehe! Grabe, 'til 11 pm kami dun noh! Masyadong na-addict sa videoke.. haha! Even though onti lang kami yesterday, we had so much fun! Kahit na hindi manlang kumanta si Liza.. hehehe! D bale, next time... hindi na pwedeng hindi. Promise? lol

What now? Uhmm... i went to OPUStalent, to visit their office and to tour narin... Modelling has been my interest since i was young... i love taking pictures, posing and stuff. I only had one vtr... though since before there are some invites narin... But i've never been into any serious modelling career. You know. But i would love to, if ever i'll be given the chance. I think the opportunity has come... although i have to discuss this with my parents pa, mukhang matagal tagal na debate 'to... hehe! Well, if it's for me, it's for me no matter what. It can wait naman siguro... I'm hoping that someday they will understand what i wanted to be... This is what i wanted to do... in God's will. *cross fingers*

I have composed another poem... about friendship again. Check it out!

Each of us has a hidden place
Somewhere deep within ourselves --
A place where we go to get away
To think things through,
To be alone, to be ourselves.

This unique place, where we
confront our deepest feelings,
Becomes a storehouse of all our hopes,
All our needs, all our dreams,
And even our outspoken fears.
It encompasses the essence of who we are
And what we want to be.

But now and then, whether by
chance or design,
Someone discovers a way into this place
We thought was ours alone.
And we allow that person to see,
to feel, to share
All the reason, all the uncertainty,
And all the emotion we've
stored up there.

That person adds new perspective
to our hidden realm,
Then quietly settles down in her
own corner
Of our special place,
Where a bit of her will
stay forever.

And we call that person a friend.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Thu, 05 Feb 2004 13:50:27 GMT

    I was late in class... as usual! My class starts at 8:30 am but i woke up at 8 am! How was that? 30 minutes preparation? Nah! I don't think so! And because of that i had to bring my racket case with me in the class... Argh! Coming to class late is simply my thing! Kelan ba hindi? Lagi kasing puyat... Kahit na ba New Year's Resolution ko yun diba? Well, it is meant to be broken you know! Haha! Now i have to suffer waking up early and cram every morning... tsk tsk tsk! What a mess! Worst of all, i just can't understand what my prof's saying/discussing... too many tables to be familiar with and too many equations to memorize before the exam comes! He doesn't know how to explain things pa... like you solve the problem on your own... bahala ka! Duh! I don't know, there are times i like the way he teach us... but most of the time i just can't take it anymore! Panu kaya naging prof yun? That's the question!!! Oh well, tiis nalang ba talaga?

    I went to the gym to leave my bag, para naman wala ng hassle... tamad talaga! Grabe, nakakaantok talaga when you're in class... pero when you're with friends making kulitan and tambay... gising na gising ka naman! Kakahiya nga eh, i tried not to sleep... kaso napapapikit na talaga ako! But when the topic jumped into Linguistics 110... i was brought into life! Phonology... phonetics... and stuff... keeps me going! It's really fun, i wanna learn and speak different languages. Astig diba?

    DVD... DVD... DVD... haha! Last Word Syndrome! I will never ever forget Live A.I.D.S 20! Lalo na yung pageant! Miss Business Ad??? The dvd...dvd...dvd... Hahaha! Bigla bigla ko nalang nababanggit yun... Nakakatawa talaga! Saya saya!!! And i'm glad that through it i make my friends happy and forget their problems... O davah? Love na love ko mga yun!

    Eto naman si Ron hindi talaga makalimutan si Baby Baby... tinamaan ata! Kaya sa election for sure ang iboboto nyan ay walang iba kung hindi si... BABY BABY!!! Sino pa ba diba?

Got me looking so crazy right now, your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now (in love)
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now (your touch)
Got me hoping you'll page me right now, your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.

    'Til now LSS pa rin kami dito sa song na 'to! Can't help it... Can't help but remember Rj's dance... And not just LSS... napapasayaw pa kami! Oh god! Baka bigla nalang kami madiscover nito... hehe!

    How about a survey? Kala ko kapag survey seryosohan... pero hindi pala lahat! Sagutan ninyo survey ni She! Nakakapraning! Parang ang tingin sayo wala kang common sense! haha! Ang kulit! Peace dear!

    This natsci class is REALLY boring! Eto proof na nga eh... Gumawa ka ba naman ng journal for the day while in class diba? Obvious naman na wala kaming magawa... Bakit pa kami makikinig... sarili lang naman niya kinakausap niya! Haha! Peace!!! Eto nga eh pasmado nako kakasulat...

    Habang ako'y busy na nagsusulat, eto naman sila She and Marlon busy ring nag-uusap tungkol sa mga bagay bagay... hindi ko nga lang naiintindihan! Nonsense eh! Sila Ron and Athena may hang-over pa DAW sa Live A.I.D.S! Nakikibasa pa dito! And guess what? While writing this thing... may sumisinga singa pa dito sa likod namin! EEEWWW! Haha! Sige na nga... nanggagago na ako dito eh! Bad me... talaga! tsk tsk tsk...

Look at our pics...

Me and She!

Athena and Me!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 15:24:39 GMT

"Huwag mong pakakawalan ang taong mahal mo.."

I got this from my friend's blog... tsk tsk tsk... In his case, i think he did the right thing. But for some people, letting go would be best. I know there's a saying "fight for your love..." but what if there's no reason to fight for? Why should i fight for love knowing there's no chance at all? It takes two to tango, right?

But no matter what...

Look at the bright side of life Karla...

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 10:04:41 GMT

DON'T TELL ME YOU LOVE ME

Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 15:56:43 GMT

"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down oh no
So don't you bring me down today..."

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 14:13:53 GMT

sacrifice... sacrifice... sacrifice... sacrifice... sacrifice...

Anyway, change topic... so Coach Aries... are you convinced now? Papasa na ba akong maging team captain ng womens? hehe... Proven and tested!

I posted some lyrics of my recent fave songs, which i can relate to. Oh well, everything happens for a reason... we may not know it now but i still believe that it's for the good cause. Life has its ups and downs, we can't be happy all the time... we should learn from our mistakes and move on. Easier said than done, i know. But there's no harm in trying. We should learn to let go if it's for the best.

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 13:52:15 GMT

ME MYSELF AND I

ME MYSELF AND I
ALL THE LADIES IF YOU FEEL ME, HELP ME SING IT NOW...

I CAN'T BELIEVE I BELIEVED
EVERYTHING WE HAD WOULD LAST
SO YOUNG AND NAIVE FOR ME TO THINK
SHE WAS FROM YOUR PAST
SILLY OF ME TO DREAM OF
ONE DAY HAVING YOUR KIDS
LOVE IS SO BLIND
IT FEELS RIGHT WHEN IT'S WRONG

I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR FOUR YEARS
AND I'M SMARTER THAN THAT
SO YOUNG AND NAIVE TO BELIEVE THAT WITH ME
YOU'RE A CHANGED MAN
FOOLISH OF ME TO COMPETE
WHEN YOU CHEAT WITH LOOSE WOMEN
IT TOOK ME SOME TIME BUT NOW I MOVED ON

CUZ I REALIZED I GOT
ME MYSELF AND I
THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END
THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT
AND IT AIN'T NO NEED TO CRY
I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON
I'M GONNA BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND

ME MYSELF AND I
THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END
THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT
AND IT AIN'T NO NEED TO CRY
I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON
I'M GONNA BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND

SO CONTROLLING , YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVE ME
BUT YOU DON'T
YOUR FAMILY TOLD ME ONE DAY
I WOULD SEE IT ON MY OWN
NEXT THING I KNOW I'M DEALING
WITH YOUR THREE KIDS AND MY HOME
I'VE BEEN SO BLIND
IT FEELS RIGHT WHEN IT'S WRONG

NOW THAT IT'S OVER
STOP CALLING ME
COME PICK UP YOUR CLOTHES
NO NEED TO FRONT LIKE YOU'RE STILL WITH ME
ALL YOUR HOMIES KNOW
EVEN YOUR VERY BEST FRIEND
TRIED TO WARN ME ON THE LOW
IT TOOK ME SOME TIME
BUT NOW I AM STRONG

BECAUSE I REALIZED I GOT
ME MYSELF AND I
THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END
THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT
AND IT AIN'T NO NEED TO CRY
I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON
I'M GONNA BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND

ME MYSELF AND I
THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END
THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT
AND IT AIN'T NO NEED TO CRY
I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON
I'M GONNA BE MY OWN BEST FRIEND

ME MYSELF AND I
I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DISAPPOINT MYSELF
ALL THE LADIES IF YOU FEEL ME
HELP ME SING IT NOW
YA, YOU HURT ME
BUT I LEARNED A LOT ALONG THE WAY
AFTER ALL THE RAIN
YOU'LL SEE THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN
I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER DISAPPOINT MYSELF

REPEAT TO END

TOO LOST IN YOU

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

Monday, February 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 13:35:16 GMT

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